People procrastinate for many widely varying reasons, but at the core of most of them are negative feelings of self worth or fear of failure, and often the two are wrapped together. Canceling IndieTalk won't solve the problem, you will soon find a substitute for IndieTalk to assist you with your procrastination.
I know how you feel, but just a little self discipline on your part can have a positive effect on your life. Set up a schedule for your life. Spend half an hour and write it down:
8:00am wake up
8:15am have breakfast
8:45am shower
9:00am to 4:00pm internet
- and then two weeks later insert one "career" related item"
8:00am wake up
8:15am have breakfast
8:45am shower
9:00am to 9:30am WRITE (or whatever it is that you should be doing)
9:30am to 4:00pm internet
Even if you do nothing but stare at the paper or computer screen you've occupied the time, although I'm sure that you could find something more productive to do, like copying the 'phone directory. Don't worry about the quality of your work, you have to get the trash out of your system anyway. Hey, Edison failed over 2,000 times before he got the light bulb right, and he turned out okay.
Once you have incorporated that into your life you can expand it - 9:00am to 10:00am - and later on add another discipline like read a script, or whatever you need to do to improve your career.
One thing that has helped me for quite a few years now is exercise; the old cliche "healthy body, healthy mind" is a cliche for a reason, it does make you feel better and is a part of my daily routine.
Give it a shot, you may be surprised.