I just found out one of my costars died from Last Cup: Road to the World Series of Beer Pong.
Jamie succeeded at things that I tried and failed.
People liked him more than me, he was able to get other people to join him and work on software together. I was all alone with no help and after 18 months got burned out, I never finished that last 6 months to start my software company.
He created his and made a ton of money. He got married.
Died after a long battle with brain cancer.
I've never even been engaged and sometimes I feel like my life ended years ago.
How do I keep outliving these people?
Why does the homeless man outside with no legs and a painful hand that looks like it should be amputated still have a will to survive? I doubt he'll have hands for long.
No one ever said the universe was fair, so Jamie is gone and I'm still here.
RIP at 38