CF, that sounds more like Alzheimer's.
Here are a couple quotes you can use to give you strength.
A great artist... must be shaken by the naked truths that will not be comforted. This divine discontent, this disequilibrium, this state of inner tension is the source of artistic energy. (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe)
You've got to take the bitter with the sour. (Samuel Goldwyn)
You desire to know the art of living, my friend? It is contained in one phrase: make use of suffering. (Henri-Frederic Amiel)
The significant element that is common to Rivera, Siqueros, Picasso, Pollock, Van Gogh and Frida Kahlo is the expression of pain. (Bill Cannon)
Seeing much, suffering much, and studying much, are the three pillars of learning. (Benjamin Disraeli)
I am a great artist and I know it. The reason I am great is because of all the suffering I have done. (Paul Gauguin)
Know how sublime a thing it is / To suffer and be strong. (Henry Wadsworth Longfellow)
Keep your head up man. You can do it. And fuck the assholes that tell you otherwise.
I've waited on lines with homeless people returning cans and bottle to put together enoughg money to buy a 2 leiter diet pepsi. You should try it some time.
You don't have to apologize. I bought the thread for cheap.
Please, no name-calling. I need your support.
Ha ha! The end reminded me of when Uwe Boll challenged his critics to a boxing match.
With all of the negativity in the industry, do we encourage each other enough to keep going and not let set backs, a bad day, a bad production, professional jealousy, and discouraging family members make us want to quit?
In today's economy too, we face tougher times looking for both funding and jobs.
That is probably why so much media is devoted to heroes and hope. We need it as a survival mechinism.
You have no idea who I am or what I've had to do in my life. Want to know why? Cause I don't get online and whine about it all the time.
To address your statement: Why would you buy a 2 litre of Pepsi, diet no less. Isnt there something better you could buy? Like beans or rice? You can drink water. The information I've gathered from your many posts about how bad you have it, tell me you have no idea how to prioritise your life, man. If I remember right, you were using your unemployment money to fund your film???? Don't you think it would have been a better use of your time to find a job. And I'm sure as soon as your benefits ran out, you were a victim of this tyrranical government that we are forced to live under. It had nothing to do with you spending your money on making a movie, when you didn't have a job. And don't give me BS about not being able to finds a job. There are always jobs out there. You might not want to work them but they are there.
I'm sorry to seem so calloused to your problems. But at some point you need to get yourself straight. If your life is that screwed up, maybe you should get it right first. Then you can give your attention to these optional things. Or if you've chosen to make it in the movies or starve, that is your choice. Not ours.