Okay thanks. How was she able to do it without a crew or with no actors, if she was in a similar boat as me?
There's one thing about filmmaking you really need to become aware of. Every project starts without a crew and without actors. The person in charge has to attach all those people to the project. It's called being a filmmaker. You either can do it or you cannot.
What do you call a filmmaker with no crew and no cast? Not a filmmaker. He's just a guy on his own. While technically people can make films solo, I suspect you're not one of those people. I know I don't fall into the category that can do it all myself.
She's not even close to the same boat as you. While the way that she works frustrates the hell out of me and I cannot work with her (reasons I won't go further into), I really admire her tenacity. She knows what she wants and goes after it.
I said she was twice as useless as you, but she still managed to film 4 features.
Her knowledge of the filmmaking process was limited. Didn't know much about crew, distribution, lighting, acting, script format, sound design, editing and add almost everything to the list. You know more about cameras, editing, sound recording, sound design, lighting than she does. In all honesty, I don't think she even knows what sound design is. She's a retired old lady, on a very limited income (so, no real budget to spend) and the poor gal doesn't even have a drivers license. She manages to organize someone to drive her everywhere.
She's much like the h44 opposite. She doesn't think she knows everything but she can get things done.
She didn't use that as reasons not to film. For her latest project, she hired three people. A DP, sound mixer and an editor. Paid them a sum of 3 figures each (I know the amount, I'm just not saying the amount publicly). Everyone else volunteered their time. She solved every problem as she went. Location fell through, she found another. Actor dropped out, she did a little re-write. Someone couldn't turn up today, what scenes can we shoot?
Her only tools were a typewriter, a photocopier and a 1080p camera. She only uses a computer to email and doesn't use her mobile phone.
Now her movies aren't masterpieces, but I must repeat. She's completed 4 features.
You should ask yourself, if a poor retired lady with virtually no filmmaking knowledge has 4 movies under her belt, what legitimate excuse can you really have?