Thank you very much for the information, I'm student at UCLA, this is my 4th project, we're having to output a new project every 2-3 weeks and with editing and trying to learn Premiere from FCP 7 it's been pretty hectic, just to make my life miserable, I am using a Macbook Pro and learning all the issues with the computer not charging when it's under a power strain, add Adobe CS6 and it's constant crashing and Magic Bullet/Resolve just to make me never sleep! It's hard doing it one man band style, learning you can't really direct when you're running the camera, but it's hard to let go of those kinds of things.
I forgot that just feeding people and buying gear is wiping me out otherwise money wouldn't be a big deal meaning renting hotels and that kind of thing. I'm freelance and I just lost my only repeat client so that's added a little stress.