I get down on myself quite frequently. I wonder, what's the point of trying so hard if I'm more than likely not gonna get anywhere with this "silly film thing." I'm gonna remind you and myself that it's not all for naught. You have already positively affected myself -- and as it seems plenty of members here on the forum. Maybe you don't make it or I don't make it, but I know for a fact I've inspired people because they've told me I have. Any positive nudge in the right direction I can push someone in this industry is a good thing. Maybe I won't ever make it, but someone who saw something worthwhile in the things I've made just MIGHT have and goes on to much bigger things than I will.